impossible ..

I no longer have him as I celebrate my birthday ..I can't celebrate our anniversary, which was I think :') 
I'm disappointed, very disappointed .. 
I think I'm a bad dream ..
november was a very I looked forward to, because I have two very exciting moment .. 
but I don't expect much anymore :')

dia merasa kecewa dengan ku , aku bukan anugerah .. mungkin beban untuknya :')

semua usahaku dia bilang "terpaksa" :') aku tak berarti :'(