Here , There , Everywhereee :')

To lead a better life

I need my love to be here

Here, making each day of the year
Changing my life with the wave of his hand
Nobody can
Deny that there's somethin' there
There, running my hands through his hair
Both of us thinking how good it can be
Someone is speaking but he doesn't know she's there

I want him everywhere and if he's beside me
I know I need never care
But to love him is to need him everywhere
Knowing that love is to share

Each one believing that love never dies
Watching his eyes and hoping I'm always there
I'll be there
I want him everywhere and if he's beside me
I know I need never care
But to love him is to need him everywhere
Knowing that love is to share
Each one believing that love never dies
Watching his eyes and hoping I'm always there

I will be there... and everywhere
Here, there and everywhere

i dont kno kno knooooooooooooow aaaaaa

SEMUANYA BELUM BISA DIKENDALIKAN BERSAMA :')
I KNOOW IM NOT THE BEST FOR YOU ..
BUT .. INI AKU ,
so pleaseeeeeeee .. hargai , jaga kebersamaan kita .. satuin semua perbedaan..
(amin laaaaaaah ..)
:') kita masih sangat kaya anak kecil yaah , KITA .. bukan cuma kamu bukan cuma aku juga , tapi kitaaaaaaaaa ..

Can i be myself ?

sometimes .. aku rindu masalalu , masa penuh peraturan tapi juga kebebasan .
and now .. i can't found it ..
:'( yeah i knoow , ini semua proses menuju kedewasaan , dmana semua orang harus bisa bertanggungjawab ..
im not a kid anymore !! but .. sometimes i dont feel so :(
aku ingin , aku bukan anak kecil lagi , dan bisa memanage waktu .. aku (ingin) bukan seorang yang ini itu harus di dikte , ini itu harus di cari ..
i need freedom !!   but i couldn't find it in my family ..
ga cuma di situ kok , tapi di sana juga :') heemm .. 
kadang aku lelah , aku penat , aku bossaaan ..
but , i think .. this is my life know .. however aku harus bisa jalani ini .. 
:')
anggap saja ini semua proses menuju kedewasaan ..
bersyukur dengan semua yang aku miliki .. yaah :)
kurangi mengeluh , jika perlu "stop to complain" yess i can do it ! ^^
hmm ..
but , can i be myself ? i must firmly !! meskipun itu susah , perlahan harus dicobaa .. 
this is me , this is my life , this is mine , not yous etirnely .. :)

my first anniv :*

Ga banyak kata-kata , karna gabisa diluapain disini :) loongg storyy with him .

and i feel so happy beside him :) he's my everything that i had ..

yang ada cuma segulir doa-doa ..

tambah langgeeeng , baik , ga gampang marahan laah , bisa lebih dewasa kita ..

aminn :)

GB us :*

happy 1st anniversary with Mahendra Galuh Saputra

(14 November'09)

♥ everlasting forever ♥

impossible ..

I no longer have him as I celebrate my birthday ..I can't celebrate our anniversary, which was I think :') 
I'm disappointed, very disappointed .. 
I think I'm a bad dream ..
november was a very I looked forward to, because I have two very exciting moment .. 
but I don't expect much anymore :')

dia merasa kecewa dengan ku , aku bukan anugerah .. mungkin beban untuknya :')

semua usahaku dia bilang "terpaksa" :') aku tak berarti :'(